new things...

Going back to manila, i found some things which i really wanna try:

Numero Uno:

Strawberry Flavored Taho

- i just read one of my highschool friend's blog and I read the part where she tasted this strawberry flavored taho. I think its good plus im really fond of strawberry flavored stuff except for those stupid imported candy strings.

Numero Dos:

Global Fun Carnival

- according to a website, they are the first European-style carnival to travel in Asia. I think its really going to be funFunFUN when we go there. But since we are all cost cutting, we're just aiming for the experience so we're planning to pay just for the entrance without the rides. Waah! Boring! But what can we do. Though the fee is just 300, our finances are limited and we were thinking that we are not going to enjoy all of it anyway because of the numerous people going there everyday. Sad!

Numero Tres:

GBox

-upon arriving at SM Southmall, the first thing that caught my attention was this videoke area. At first glance, it really is something so i wanna try it, but possibilities are, it may turn out just like MO2 Annex. Hehehe.

Numero Quatro:

Hip Hop Abs

-its simply one cool way of getting flat abs and its cool. My brother mentioned it, and yesterday i saw the whole commercial on TV. Its just like aerobics but you're really going to dance. The dance steps are created to burn calories and shed fats in a fun way. You just Tilt, Tuck and Tighten and your on your way to flat, sexy midsection without backaches!

Numero Singko:

Spring Waltz Craze

-i can't believe i'm really into this koreanovela. Maybe because i was able to watch it from the beginning nad there's this one song i'm really crazy about but i still don't know the title and the artist! That Sucks!

its meant to be

Well the scene begins, a little boy is crying and the light in the hallway is dim and he sits right back, thinks of the reason why nothing will fall into place. He gets more and more curious with every day, more furious in every way and he screams out loud, "Why's it happening to me?"

And the answer is "It's meant to be"...

Well he's on his knees and begging please. He wonders if there's somebody out there to make things wrong, to make things right. It might be that there's somebody out there. He moves amongst the crowd, the people they walk by. He questions why they'll have to die, if it's part of our lives, so beautiful and precious, he knows that she shouldn't be afraid of all this...

There are times that she hates you, there are times that she thanks you and hope that you might understand

It gets hard down here, so many things to fear but it's all just a sign that you're near...

lantern parade 2007

I wasn't actually excited about this school activity but turned out that we had fun.

The day before, all that was in my head is STATISTICS. We were about to have our exam early morning of the lantern parade day so review-review-review for me. Good thing peewee was with me so i wasn't bored during my review time. 6 pm came and it was time to have a short break so i watched a play by Ateneo de Manila for kids with cancer. They were really good! Thanks to Nong Noe who had tickets. Well, enough of that.

Fast forwarding...

_exam_
_movies in my room_
_gifts for SP_

YEY! Lantern Parade!

We (dan,cyndi and me) arrived at school from SM City to see the usual blank scenery of the quadrangle crowded with people. The program started and the walk began! From the quadrangle, past Gen. Luna, past somewhere beside San Agustin and past Mabolo, Delgado... Yeah! A walk wouldn't be fun when alone but with all the people around you, well, its one heck of a walk! Craziness strikes! @_@

Fast forwarding...

_dinner_
_disco_
_inuman session in my bh_


It was my first time to really get drunk and was quite crazy but surprised me is that after the commotion that happened, i was still on my right mind. Handled everything until we were all knocked out. Good thing Jomar, April and Bianca were not that drunk. Jazey and Mikay though tipsy, was panicky because people were behaving in a not so usual state for us. hehehe.

Here i am again, just sharing what happened.

I had fun! So what the heck.... hehehehe...

pieces of me

"Most of the time, the things that we take for granted affects us in ways that we can hardly explain."

I just woke up with this thought in my mind. I don't know what to feel right now. A part of me is happy, a part of me is weary, a part of me is frustrated, and a part of me is excited.

The happy and excited part of me:

Our entry for this year's CMPF won second place but for our batch, we are the champions. Every batch is a champion in their own ways, they worked hard for that play so they deserve a round of applause;D... For EGGNOG, i'm thankful for the people behind the whole production. Jude, Cyndi, Yvette, Dan, April, Teng and the rest who really gave much effort. Im proud to say that our batch has a lot of potential when it comes to this battle arena. Last year was our first and we weren't that bad for a first timer and this year was great because we soared high! yeah! I'm glad that our batch found new talents this year: CYNDI, YVETTE, APRIL, DAN and the actors. I can say that they're one of a kind.

Also we won BEST:
- Actress (Robie)
- Director (yours truly)
- Production Design (Teng and Dan)
- Costume (Yvette, c/o Magarbo)
- Script (April)
- Trailer (yours truly, Mikay was GREAT!)

Next year is another challenge for our batch but i know we can make it! Aim high! Law of Attraction!

I'm excited because Christmas is fast approaching and hello Laguna for me! I just want to have a break.

The weary and frustrated part of me:

I really don't know how to give reasons and answers to the questions: Why are you sad? What's the problem? What's bothering you?

I know there's a problem and it really bothers me. As a result, i feel sad about it because i don't know what to do about it.

I started this semester with No-no attitude. I must do something about it if i want to be retained.

So help me God.

effects of things i can't explain

Highschool has never been of the same with what my friends had. When they talk about the activities and experiences that they had during highschool, i just end up regretting why i didn't study in Iloilo in the first place. But after some time, I realized that there was an unexplainable reason for it. I believe that we all learn and taught the same stuff but we learn it in different ways, with different people and it comes with different experiences.

Goodbyes are one of the few things that i don't like but they say that there's some good to it. When ATOM 05-06 started to go separate ways, i think it was also the same time that i realized this was the first ever hardest 'goodbye' in my life. Some people can't relate to us but what can we do, its the way we feel. I think, the good thing that it taught me is to hold on to something but never fear to let go of it. If it was destined to be with you, its going to be until the last setting of the sun in your life. You may never be with each other but the mutual relationship between you and those people won't change. People may change but not the experiences that you already had. It somehow created an invisible connection between you.

(i don't know what im really saying...)

Today, i saw two people walk past by me. Out of the blue, the emotional side of me started to work and created thoughts that made me sad. It was rather an image of two people walking away without knowing when to return. Once again, it was like seeing the people that have been very close to you walk away...

That's why, as much as possible, I always want to be the first to go rather than being left.

what's the point?

Things i've tried:

Recently, i've been trying to manage my time so everything would go smooth sailing and i can avoid pile ups. I've been trying to get a normal sleep but i just can't. I've been trying to do my best in my tasks and upcoming tasks but i guess i suck but i think its just normal. I've been trying to understand a lot of things but it seems like everything is getting more complicated as the days go by. I've been trying to maintain a smile on my face from time to time but i guess i also suck at that part. I've been trying not to mind some problems but i think that's impossible. I've been trying to change for the better but i think it's going to be a rough road ahead.

Things that keeps me frustrated:

Unknown reasons why i'm not worth telling something. Users.

Lesson learned:

At the end of the day, its still going to be you and you alone. Everything that happened, happens and will happen to you is the result of the choices and decisions that you make. one of the few skills that babies learn is to close and open their hands. I hope its that easy to hold on and to let go.



~ I haven't been able to post a decent entry for the past few weeks and that sucks.

clown

maybe you see me im always happy

but in my back im a lonely clown

try to hold me one more time

bring me back from where i start

chances are not yet fading but

the clown starts to cry

hold me tight


these are some lines from an opm song which i really can relate to... its not that much but it says a lot... im good at being one i guess...

Questions

Questions are flooding my mind..

Am i in the right direction? Am i making the right decisions?

There are things in life that you will really never understand. Questions will always be present no matter what you do but that's life.

I never know when am i making the right decisions. I just know its wrong when it hits me back right in the face but truly, i learn from it. I think life has its own way of building you up. Though its hard to decipher, i do believe that we benefit from it if we just get the right formula to solve it.








Man, im just actually fooling around. Its gonna be a bitter start of something new i guess. Something that has been broken can never be put back to its former state. Change will always be around, even if one would not like to...

you

i close my eyes, i see you...

i doze off to sleep, i dream of you...

i sing in the showers, i think of you...

i go crazy at times, it's because of you...

i always check my phone, i expect a message from you...

but everything right now is surreal...

you are mysterious and unpredictable...

i dunno but thats for real...

but if as much of this is painstaking...

i'd better leave...

i'm afraid, i'm confused...

you are like a bubble that can be easily penetrated but all of a sudden, as the bubble pops, another thing draws in front of me...

reality that i can never be part of you for long...

reality that you are being guarded by something which strongly influences you...

barely few could enter but will immediately have to leave...=c

Hear me..

Today, some things really didn't go the way they should but i know that its normal. You can't do anything about it. This past few days were sort of normal and i think everything's normal... But i don't feel normal.

I want to thank you for all you've done in my life. I always wander off from the way where you lead me but I know that you know that I don't feel good about it and I thank you for still being there for me. You never left my side. Eventhough I'm always like that, you always accept me whenever I go back. You always make me feel that you're never too far away, I just have to look for you. Years have passed and I know that you know the reason why my life is like this. You are the one who really knows my weaknesses and I thank you for carrying me whenever I can't walk anymore. Thank you for picking me up whenever I fall. You are always there in my darkest times, eventhough it's only the time when i get to remember you. You are also there whenever I'm glad, eventhough it's the time when i fail to remember you.

I want you to hear me now. I'm happy with my life. I have a great family. Yes, and I really love them though I fail to show make them feel that I do. I have great friends and I love them too. Both of them have been the ones who inspire me and give me strength when I think I can't do it anymore and the ones that make me smile when I'm blue and I know you're using them...

I don't know but I hope you understand if I ask this request and I'm not taking this back anymore... If you do have plans for me and If you know that I can make it far, then good but if i will continue to go against you or make things that would not be pleasing anymore, to your eyes and the people around me then better take my life. Yes, i'm serious. I know that we humans are not perfect and they may say that we learn from our mistakes and thats how it is as we get through life but I think I'll make it big time and I think it won't be pleasing. So please... Just take me... I'm sorry for all I've done and I know you know the reasons why I did those things. I really am guilty. Once again... please hear me... Take my life if I'm heading to something unlikable... Please...

Amen.

what was that?

Last November 6 was our scheduled date of enrollment but sad to say I was not able to enroll that day because i still had no grade in my Math 11, which is College Algebra, though i have been able to take the removal exams. So i was just there in school staring at busy people. A lot of things were on my mind during that time: the enrollment, our block shirt, Peewee's birthday and my removal exam in Math 100 the following day. I'm so sick of Math but I promise to do good in Statistics(;D)... Anyways, it was also Zedher's birthday and i was supposed to go to the apartment of Ordisi and co. because she had a little salo-salo prepared there. Around 4 pm, i decided to check our block shirt and ended up paying the balance using my budget for enrollment to be able to get the shirts. Afterwards, i went to the salo-salo. Along the way, a friend texted that they'd watch Stardust and asked me if i wanted to join. Out of nowhere, i said yes. Arriving at the apartment, they were also there so after a plate of spaghetti and siomai, we went to SM City and the reason for writing this blog entry starts there...

Theatrical trailers were starting to roll when we entered the cinema and i saw part of the trailer of this one movie, The Bucket List.

"Just because I told you my story, does not invite you to be a part of it"

This line got my attention. Pictures of the past started to crowd up in my head.

I think I am the kind of person whom you could tell the whole story of your life including some of your secrets and expect that nothing of your private or secluded world would go out unless you tell me to do so. Sometimes, i think the not so good part of it is that i'm expecting to be already part of that story. I tend to interfere at times. But that was "Before"...

I've learned a lot from this. I thought I'm being of great help but turns out that I am not. It's hard to explain but the "knowing that you were not helping at all but rather you're already interfering and they are annoyed" sort of feeling is one of the worst aftershock that one could have.

So after that experience, i promised myself not to do that stuff anymore and I'm proud to say that I really am not doing it anymore.

Going back, i was in my seat already but this was still in my head but when the movie started it started to get off my mind because the movie started to interest me at the same time. When Stardust ended, i don't know what happened to me but I started to act "weird". I dunno how to explain it but all i know is that a lot of things were on my mind that time. I was troubled, excited, thrilled, happy, sad and scared. I was in a state of mixed emotions, in a sort of "i just saw a ghost" state and i don't know.

superhero and our hands

I remember when I was a kid, I always dreamed of having a real superhero that would save my life and all sorts of stuff that you could imagine when talking about superheroes. But besides having a hero, I’d like to be one too.

Why is this?

I suppose most of us have experienced being bullied in school or by the playground near our houses when we were kids, and even until now we still have encounters with those bullies from time to time. Sometimes we just want to explode and hit them hard in the face, just like a mutant who would unconsciously use their powers to suck the hell out of those pesky kids, but we can’t because we’re outnumbered and sad to say, we don’t have super powers. I still remember the time when I just walked away from a group of bullies and cried on my way home. I felt so helpless, so weak. I tried to stop myself from crying but still tears came rushing down in my cheeks. I didn’t want my Mom to see me like that so I told myself not to go inside until I was done. During that time, I wanted to become Superman so I would have super strength to fight them. I wanted to become Spiderman and put them into a cage of resilient webs where they would feel the same way I felt: helpless, vulnerable.

But looking back to those times, I now realize that that’s so silly of me but you couldn’t blame me for that and I couldn’t blame you for that either (;D). Just like in the movies, being a superhero isn’t just for the benefit of you. It’s helping out those who are in need. But how can I do so if I do not have extraordinary powers?

At times, we are unaware that we become heroes in other people’s lives. Giving up something for the sake of others is really something. Though you think that it’s just a simple thing but for them it’s a big deal.

There’s this story that our pastor told us last Sunday: In a public school, there was student on a bench. She was sitting there for no reason and was just waiting for something that would pull her whole system to go home. Out of nowhere, she heard frail sobs and as she turned around, she saw one of her classmate by the stairs with her head on her knees. She approached her and asked why she was crying.

“I’m hungry. I haven’t eaten anything since breakfast, that’s all.”

“Why? Have no money?”

She checked her pocket and the only money she had left was 8 pesos, just enough for her fare going home. If she gave it to her, it means that she would have to walk for about twenty minutes to reach their house. Anyways, she gave it to her. After receiving the money, her classmate burst into tears.

“Do you know that this is going be my first meal after two days?”

She was shocked upon hearing this. Her classmate bought pieces of bread and ate. On her way home, a car stopped beside her. It was another classmate of hers. She told her that she would take her home since their house was after theirs.

In the eyes of the classmate who ate nothing for two days, she was definitely her hero even just for the day and I believe that this would surely never be forgotten by the one she helped. And her kind heart was rewarded immediately.

We could be a hero in different terms or in different aspects. One thing I’ve learned is that it is not how much you will offer but it is rather what you are going to offer. People sometimes tend to look on us on how much we are going to give but fails to see what we really are about to give. So even without super powers, we can be a hero ourselves. We can be something that would be of great influence to people that we encounter in our everyday lives.

Another lesson learned, sometimes we expect things to work the same way as the way it worked on other people’s hand. For example, a ball that costs about a hundred peso in your hand is worth a million dollars in Jordan’s hands. A golf club can’t even get you through one course but In Tiger Wood’s hands, it’ll make him champion. Five loaves of bread and 2 small fishes can make a few fish sandwiches but in God’s hands, it can feed thousands. It may depend on whose hand it is but we have to remember that we are another unique individual. We have different things to offer.

We should not focus on the capability of others to make people’s lives easier but rather focus how we can do so. Not at all times we are going to meet our expectations for ourselves but we have to remember that there is a time for everything. Learn to be patient. We just have to believe that our hands were made for far better things.

My Heroine...

The drugs begin to peak

A smile of joy arrives in me

But sedation changes to panic and nausea

And breath starts to shorten

And heartbeats pound softer

You won't try to save me!

You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.

I can't forget, the times that I was

Lost and depressed from the awful truth

How do you do it? You're my heroine!

You won't leave me alone!

Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.

I can't forget, the times that I was

Lost and depressed from the awful truth

How do you do it? You're my heroine!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself.

I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.

Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.

But under your covers more torture than pleasure

And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter

Not now or forever will I ever change you

I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.

I can't forget, the times when I was

Lost and depressed form the awful truth

How do you do it? You're my heroine!

This is a song from Silverstein. I haven't heard much from this foreign band or maybe i'm just really not updated to music recently. I was looking for songs to download in my notebook and as i was scanning through some of my friends account in friendster, i passed one with this song(My Heroine) as the background music.

I'm not really much into rock music but when they have some of their songs in acoustic version, its the time that i get to appreciate it.

First time i heard this song, i thought it was just another break up song. But looking deeper into it, a whole new story revealed itself. I believe that the one who's causing the pain is the same person who once made the composer's heart beat once again. Not like the usual "it's the guy's fault again" scenario.

Heroine means a female hero. The composer of the song wrote this considering the girl as his heroine but on the contrary, she's the reason why he suffers. She hates her for everything she's done to him but still calls her to be his heroine. Irony!

But i know that he loves her. He loves her more than anyone does. I guess he understands her but she never gave way for him to let her know that he really does. Sad!

Sometimes when one easily quits on love, its the same time that the remaining passion burns out. The passion that is only longing to be deeply known. The passion that only hides but will redeem itself when one truly seeks. There's still chance but one gave up so all the possibilities of going back together will soon vanish. But this only shows that the foundation of the relationship is not solid, it was built on something that would be easily washed away when storms come into the so-called relationship.

There has never been a perfect course for love but a happy ending is never hard to achieve when both exert extra effort.-_-

i was carried away

Yeah.. i was carried away by my emotions. Thanks Nang Bam for explaining things to me...

Sometimes i become narrow minded when troubled.

There's no use in taking back the things that i've said. What Nang Bam said hit me hard in the face.

"I don't mean to say that you dismiss every comforting thing, may it be sincere or otherwise, others offer you. Just think of it this way: No matter how hard and improbable it is for anybody to understand what you feel, there's still someone who's willing enough to make an effort to do so. Even the most insincere comforts are noteworthy because, in a way, it's letting you know that the person recognizes the existence of your feeling and tries to do something about it, even if it aint so real, at least it's SOMETHING. I think, even if it ain't THAT helpful, it is still something so greatly beautiful. "

Yeah, why didn't i think of that. I believe that i'm not the only one who has the same attitude when troubled and i do admit my mistakes. I still have to learn a lot of things. Hu! Maybe i'm just expecting too much from the people around me.

and thats the way it is...

Things usually don't go the way yu want them to... and sometimes that sucks!

Today i found a person that has the same sentiments as to what i have...

It sucks that the people who you think can help you out, whenever you have problems, can't. Yes, they do try but its rather putting up an imaginary friend that comforts you till the end but doesn't really know how you feel but i do thank them for the effort anyways. I know its rather rude of me to think this way but frankly speaking, its true right? You can see it right through their eyes...

Well, you can't blame people who thinks this way because at that moment of time, they are in a pit of darkness. Scared of the things ahead of them. They couldn't see any ray of light that would lead them towards the road of hope, of warmth. Its as if their feet are glued to freezing blankness. They want to cry out loud but there is a bubble that contains everything in their system and it wouldn't pop! They are longing to be heard but the mere faces of the nearest people couldn't relate because they are not there, or they haven't been there all along...

Im sorry but this how i feel, some of us feels...

There's just something that builds up on our way to you our beloved friends... Something that comes you also... I guess... sometimes we just have to learn on our own, be strong for ourselves and go beyond our limits.

The thorns along the way may hurt but thats the way it is. I believe that this line from a movie fits, "People get cut. That's life."

what a sembreak..

After the fun trip from Bacolod... i said to myself that i'm ain't going to bora to attend Cyndi's debut... well... surprisingly with just a call early next morning from Cyndi, there i was... on a puj trying not to let them wait so long in Andoks...

What the heck, i was really heading for Bora!!

Well, everything went well... We spent our first night at the dela Cruz' residence in Kalibo and then headed for Bora early the following day...

We were in the well known white sand beach for 3 nights... Within that short period of time, i also had fun just like the fun i had in Bacolod... Long walks in the beach, swimming, tong-its and pusoy dos sessions, inuman sessions and sleeping sessions, the Banana boat ride and the debut itself... hehehe... what a sembreak!

Now im back here in Iloilo... I dunno why but i'm rather really sad... Maybe i just want to go back to those times with the Bacolod and the Bora Buddies...

Its time to face the real world again, time to face the different struggles ahead of me this semester and i'm really scared...

Help me God...

Love you Bacolod Buddies and Bora Buddies! *sobs*

hoping..

i feel bad about the my brothers' situation in laguna...

"Pag wala na daw silang pera, bumibili nalang sila ng ulam sa labas" said mom.

i feel somehow guilty for some reason which i can't explain... good thing my mom asked me to check if there are still promos for roundtrips and she would let them have their vacation here... if ever they do, im gonna feed them lots of food! hehehe... good thing there are a lot of restos that are cheap yet the food are still satisfying...

i dont want them comparing their situation to mine... i dont want them having grudges on me...

i just hope that they can go here...

The City of Smiles

Im just gonna make this post short.. hehehe...


Finally! I got to see the city of smiles, Bacolod City!


I really had fun with nang bam2, nang ma.e and nang kage!


The never ending food, Tito Rex was one heck of a cook!;


Our trippings in the peryahan, it was really fun especially hearing them screaming out their lungs when they decided to try the ferris wheel (hehe, evil me!;D);


The movie marathons from which always one or two would sleep ahead of us and the crying sessions during one of the films;


Our trip to Mambukal which was really an adventure. Though tiring, it was really worth it. All of us slept in the car afterwards and then all of a sudden we were in front of Mang Inasal and were about to eat.(actually our faces were like in a "huh? ano? hala!" sort of look... hehehe;


The ice cream session!(i really love coffee crumble!);


Our Sing-aLong Session, they say that it was the family's(The Desabelles) past time... The same night, Nang Shayne, Nang Sheila, Nang Manuela, Nang K.o. and Nong Dexter arrived and joined the fun... hehehe... One more thing, Idol ko na rin si Tito Rex! heheh... Nice voice!


Our trip to Pana-ad courtesy of Nong Jath... Hehehe... He became our tour guide for the day... hehehe...


The cake at Kuppa! It was one heck of a cake! It was worth the wait... They'll only prepare it the moment you order it.. Its just like a chocolate volcano with chocolate lava served with vanilla ice cream and strawberry syrup... Yum3!


And our jogging session. Even before our trip going there, we were already planning that. After 2 failed attempts, we finally made it early this morning! hehehe... it was really fun! people in Bacolod are health conscious...


One more thing! I really love their restaurants compared to what we have here in Iloilo...


Well... that's the last of it... Though we'd love to extend our stay there... it was time to go... huhu... the sad part..


Thanks Nang Bam2!;D Hope there'll be a next time...

you can check out our photos in my friendster account: http://profiles.friendster.com/rapfhaime

Isang Panaginip

Kung Nauso si Benjo at si Tonton..

We'll eto... Joseph the Dreamer...

part 1


part 2


part 3


part 4


enjoy!

What is real?

"What is real?" asked the rabbit one day when they were lying side by side.

"Does it mean having things that buss inside you and a stick-out handle?"

"Real, isn't how you're made.", said the skin horse.

"It's a thing that happens to you when a child loves you for a long, long time. Not jus to play with, but really loves you, then you become real."

"Does it hurt?", asked the rabbit.

"Sometimes.", said the skin horse for he was always truthful.

"Does it happen all at once? Like being wound up? or bit by bit?", asked the rabbit.

"It doesn't happen all at once. It tales a long time. That's why it doesn't always happen to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are real, most of your hair has been loved off and your eyes drop out and you get loose at joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all because once you are real, you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."

by Margery Williams

GO Scions!

haha... it was my first time to see this videos so i thought of putting it in this blog of mine...

IM PROUD TO BE IN THE SCIONS FAMILY!

The Creative Modern Dance


The Acapella


im just proud to be one... you would appreciate it if you were here...

thoughts from kids

Here are some questions asked from kids ages 4-10...

and here are their answers...



What do you think is the best way to stop pollution?

"Tapon sa garbage ang basura para mapunta sa heaven. I-blow mo yung fire or lagyan ng water, para mawala ang usok." - John Lim, age 6, Pasig


"Sweep the floor, mop the floor, and put garbage in the trash can. Put out fire with water."
-Aaron Sydney, age 4, Manila



Why do you think there are many poor people today?

"Kasi mahirap sila, walang pambili ng pagkain, walang house; mga bahay nila sticks-sticks lang."-Yohan, age 5, Quezon City


"Because they dont have any house. If you're poor, you dont have money."
-Therese, age 4, Quezon City



What does God look like?

"God is a boy with sort hair(placing two hands below her ears), wearing white shirt... maybe may balbas." -Ruth Pearlie Lourie,age 8, Makati



If dogs could talk, what do you tink they'd say?

"Siguro sabi ng dog... parang iba tong bahay na ito."
-Adama Beatrice, age 4, Makati


"I dont't like your food." -Apple, age 5, Pasig



If it were up to you, what color would the sky be, the grass, the sea?

"Gusto ko ang sky black, parang sa gabi, para laging may star. 'Yung grass, green pa rin kasi 'yun talaga color nya, tapos 'pag madilim, iba na. 'Yung sea, white and blue." -Adama Beatrice, age 4, Makati


What do you always pray for?

"Thank you for the food and no nightmares" - Sofia Andrea, age 6, Caloocan


How does heaven look like?

"Clouds, a chair, and an angel, and rainbows." -Apple, age 5, Pasig

"Heaven have so many clouds, moon and sun" -Sofia Andrea, age 6, Caloocan


How can you ease or lessen traffic?

"I would fix the stoplight." -Gabbie, age 5, Pasig


Why do you think it rains?

"Para diligan ang mga plants." -Adama Beatrice, age 4, Makati

"Kasi the clouds are dark, and full(busog) and want to vomit water." -AJ, age 4, Muntinlupa


How do you think adults decide whom to marry?

"Kids don't know that yet. Only God decides who you'll marry and you'll just be surprised who you're stuck with." -Renzo, age 10, Q.C.


What do most people do on a date?

"On the first date, nagbobolahan sila and that usually gets them to go for a second date."
-Jared, age 10, Marikina


When is it okay to kiss someone?

"When they're rich" -Pam, age 7, Manila

"When you're best friends" -Alden, age 10, Q.C.

"The law says you have to be 18, so i wouldn't want to mess with that." -Amy, age 7, Pasig

"The law says if you kiss someone, then you should marry them and have kids with them. Dad says its the right thing to do." -Eric, age 6, Q.C.


Is it better to be single or married?

"It is better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need someone to clean up after them."
-Anita, age 9, U.S.


How would you make a marriage work?

"Sinasabi palagi ni Papa ang ganda-ganda ni Mama, kahit palagi magulo hair niya. I think that works." -John, age 5, Manila


Well, we think they're innocent but once asked they would tell stuff which is far better than the answers of adults. These answers are innocent unlike for some adults.

my current status

how do i start? hmmm... physically? mentally? emotionally?

haay... sige... one by one...

physically, am aok. no illnesses(when would i get one?) except for slight headaches, no abnormalities(hehehe), i think i still look the same(as if pwede magbago), my hair's getting a bit long.. hehehe...

mentally? ahm.. i think everyday im acquiring more and more information and to tell you the truth i dont have enough space for all of them... hahaha...

emotionally? im just living my life to the fullest and i think that's a good thing...

i really have nothing much to write about my current status...

im just happy with what i am, with the people im with and the things that i encounter from time to time... even though not all of them are good, im thankful coz they make me strong and they allow me to be more open to new things and helps me accept that not all the plans i have are going to take place...

i really thank the people who allows me to be myself... to be me at my crazy state... to be me when i want to do nothing but to hug people to death... to be me when i want to be the quiet me... to be me when im at my moody state..

i love y'all!

i will

going back to everything we've been through... i think we've gone long enough... we've been through enough.... but this so called journey of friendship is one that matures as it stays longer...

moreover... sometimes... we get hurt and we get dumped...

i just want to put this things aside...

i dont want to think this way...

i love those guys...

and i would do anything for them..




i can endure any pain for them even if it was they themselves who caused me pain..



hmmm....

sO sO lang

i didn't understand before how it feels when someone looks down on you...

but after what took place a few hours ago...

now i know...

this really ain't a big deal, im just writing down my thoughts so i wont carry it in my head anymore...

i was confiding the possibilities of me moving back here in manila if im not gonna be retained to one of my close friends... yeah he was giving me some spirit but then and then, out of nowhere... though i think it was unintentional, a few words struck me... " marami din naman akong kilala na grumaduate ng accountancy sa UP na so so lang" ...

there it was... that few words... it felt like the self esteem that i got also through went down back to zero... yeah... well... truth hurts... but from a close friend... hmmm...

at first i was somehow filled with mixed emotions, i dont know if im gonna be mad or if im gonna be sad... but somehow out of nowhere, i saw the devotional and read through it... there... i found some encouragement... if you're with God, nothing's gonna be impossible... so i just took it as a challenge...

i wont quit until i can make it... i gave my word... and you can rely on that alone...

maybe i interpreted it the wrong way... yeah... txt nga naman... basta... i have nothing against the person involved...

ugly

People are all the same and we only get judged by what we do... personality reflects name and if i'm ugly then so are you... Everybody talks bad about somebody else and never realises how it affects somebody else and you bet it won't be forgotten envy is the only thing it could be...

well... actually... this one's a song by sugababes... at first i wasn't able to appreciate it much coz im focusing on the artist but when a close friend used it for an mtv... well... i realised the message that it conveys... simple yet so true... try listening to it...

spidey and nothing but spidey

yeah... there it was... the third movie of the famous comic book hero spiderman...

didn't expect that my dad was gonna take us to the movie house... coolness!

from the very beginning of the movie... it really started to cath my attention coz of the credits... somehow it gave us (the audience) a flashback to what came before the third installment of the movie... hu! and that is one good idea of getting people's attention.

the story started when peter parker(spiderman) was being consumed of the fame that the superhero in him was getting.. NY was really in love with spidey... at first he was managing it well but there came the thing from the meteorite(symbiote) that fell to earth and when problems came to him, it changed peter... it gave him more strength and amplified his emotions, specifically 'hate and vengeance'...

wahahah... it really gave the film a twist... i was starting to hate spidey and liking the character of his bestfriend(harry/new goblin) who was currently suffering from short term memory loss... more characters came... flint marco (sandman) and eddie brock(venom)... yeah... it gave the movie a blast!

in the end... of course... spidey is still good, venom died, sandman somehow became good... well actually he was good but he was driven by the needs of his daughter... and the thing that i hate most is when harry died... he was'nt given too much exposure on the good side... and wow! it made me teary eyed!

well this was one heck of a movie and i love it! im gonna get it on original dvd! wahahah!

one more thing... i learned from it... i'll just post it next time... im just gonna review it a bit...