Monday, April 28, 2008


I guess i have been good to the people around me but what i can't understand is why those who seem pretty close to me leaves and much worse for reasons i don't know. Its not the first time that i experienced this and not the first time as well that i have poured bits of my sentiments here in my blog. It just makes me emotional once in a while though i know that there are people who would stay. I just pray that they won't put my hopes down because if that happens, solitary life is always there to welcome me.


Maybe one of these days I'll try to learn how to be numb to lessen the pain. I'll try to busy myself with things and most of all, I'll try to learn how not to get pretty attached to people around me because honestly speaking I'm the type of person who does so easily.


But thinking again, it's definitely going to be hard because those people who left isn't so distant at all. Oh well, hello long process of numb learning sessions for me. I promise myself that i will move on and the next time around live life to the fullest even if it means that I'll be living it alone.


aja myself!

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

sino na naman yan oishi??? dami namang nang-iiwan sayo.. awayin natin??? hehehe..

di mo man lang ako nakwentohan tungkol jan kahit minsan..

asar ka...

dave said...

nyehk.. hindi naman yan sa larangan ng pag-ibig...

mga tropa na malapit lng saken... hehehe...

Bambam said...

hehe... i don't ever think you'd be alone mahn... if you feel so give us (the OTHER little sapats you left here sa visayas) a nudge... we'd be at your feet in no time! ^_^

~nang bam

the donG said...

hahaha... natawa naman ako sa anonymous. kala nga nya pag-ibig.

ok lang yan dave. nangyayari talaga ang ganyan.

Earvin said...

DAve, OK lang yan! Ganyan talaga ang buhay, may umaalis, pero may darating din nman. Ang importante, alam mo na minsan in some place and in some moment, ay magkasama kayo.

Ewan. Di ko rin alam. Pero AJA lang! Wehehehehe!

cyndita said...

i really wonder who this certain FRIEND is... hmmm...

maybe you're just expecting things from people that they themselves hindi naman nagi-impose ng ganun from you.. tama ka, learn to busy yourself.. it helps noh..

take it from me.. sabi nga natin.. MOVE ON!!

[listening to American rejects- mOve along]

dave said...

ehehe...

emotional lang talaga akong tao... nakalimutan ko na nga right away... of all things said, yeah cynds, maybe i'm just expecting too much out of people..

thanks nang bam..=D

the dong... yesh i agree kasi hindi lng naman ngaun ngyari toh and i know there will be alot more...

earvin! hehe... i'll just have to wait and maybe look at the same time... haha...@_@

the donG said...

dyan ako bilib sa yo. very flexible.

dave said...

the dong: thanks!=D