I guess i have been good to the people around me but what i can't understand is why those who seem pretty close to me leaves and much worse for reasons i don't know. Its not the first time that i experienced this and not the first time as well that i have poured bits of my sentiments here in my blog. It just makes me emotional once in a while though i know that there are people who would stay. I just pray that they won't put my hopes down because if that happens, solitary life is always there to welcome me.
Maybe one of these days I'll try to learn how to be numb to lessen the pain. I'll try to busy myself with things and most of all, I'll try to learn how not to get pretty attached to people around me because honestly speaking I'm the type of person who does so easily.
But thinking again, it's definitely going to be hard because those people who left isn't so distant at all. Oh well, hello long process of numb learning sessions for me. I promise myself that i will move on and the next time around live life to the fullest even if it means that I'll be living it alone.