Sunday, April 5, 2009

the new beginning

"set off. fly."

I just decided a few moments ago to revive my blog. Its been months since I last updated this poor thing. 

Just like any other posts from the past, I easily ran out of words that's why my entries are usually short, speaking of non-sense most of the time, or simply has no substance.

I am facing a new chapter in my life. A rough turn about. If there is one point in my life that I consider all f*cked up, it would be the first few months of this year. My life is literally a mess. From my academics, responsibilities and in relationships. Also, I consider that same period as the one where I definitely questioned my own self if my existence really has a purpose. I was lost and didn't know myself anymore.

I am facing a new chapter in my life. I have decided to set aside the things that are pulling me back to that dark hole where everything seems not to work out. I now know the feeling of having no choice but to let go and give up no matter how painful it is. This is a battle between me and myself.

I am facing a new chapter in my life. I have decided to set the following goals before me:

1. begin improving myself and maintain those improvements. this includes leaving what i am prior to this blog entry. its difficult and this would definitely mean a lot of changes.

2. be on fire. this is the next difficult part. i want to minister. i want to reach my full potentials. i believe that this is only possible if i'll choose to be on the Almighty's side.

3. be the best marketer. this one of the biggest decisions that i made throughout my life. i left the accountancy program even though i have the option to stay believing that i could well utilize my talents in this field. 

I am facing a new chapter in my life.

So help me God.

3 comments:

the donG said...

"I have decided to set aside the things that are pulling me back to that dark hole where everything seems not to work out.">>> it's good to know that you get to have realizations like this.

i believe the greatest enemy is ones self. just keep me updated of your plans and im glad to be of help if you need.

looking forward to the upcoming posts or maybe your plans.

Bong said...

oh yey! :) wb!

maikeru said...

i'm glad that these things led you to me (and me to you) - oh well, parang ganun... i thank God that you are my best friend, no, ikaw ay aking kuya... 잘 부탁드립니다.