pieces of me

"Most of the time, the things that we take for granted affects us in ways that we can hardly explain."

I just woke up with this thought in my mind. I don't know what to feel right now. A part of me is happy, a part of me is weary, a part of me is frustrated, and a part of me is excited.

The happy and excited part of me:

Our entry for this year's CMPF won second place but for our batch, we are the champions. Every batch is a champion in their own ways, they worked hard for that play so they deserve a round of applause;D... For EGGNOG, i'm thankful for the people behind the whole production. Jude, Cyndi, Yvette, Dan, April, Teng and the rest who really gave much effort. Im proud to say that our batch has a lot of potential when it comes to this battle arena. Last year was our first and we weren't that bad for a first timer and this year was great because we soared high! yeah! I'm glad that our batch found new talents this year: CYNDI, YVETTE, APRIL, DAN and the actors. I can say that they're one of a kind.

Also we won BEST:
- Actress (Robie)
- Director (yours truly)
- Production Design (Teng and Dan)
- Costume (Yvette, c/o Magarbo)
- Script (April)
- Trailer (yours truly, Mikay was GREAT!)

Next year is another challenge for our batch but i know we can make it! Aim high! Law of Attraction!

I'm excited because Christmas is fast approaching and hello Laguna for me! I just want to have a break.

The weary and frustrated part of me:

I really don't know how to give reasons and answers to the questions: Why are you sad? What's the problem? What's bothering you?

I know there's a problem and it really bothers me. As a result, i feel sad about it because i don't know what to do about it.

I started this semester with No-no attitude. I must do something about it if i want to be retained.

So help me God.