sO sO lang

i didn't understand before how it feels when someone looks down on you...

but after what took place a few hours ago...

now i know...

this really ain't a big deal, im just writing down my thoughts so i wont carry it in my head anymore...

i was confiding the possibilities of me moving back here in manila if im not gonna be retained to one of my close friends... yeah he was giving me some spirit but then and then, out of nowhere... though i think it was unintentional, a few words struck me... " marami din naman akong kilala na grumaduate ng accountancy sa UP na so so lang" ...

there it was... that few words... it felt like the self esteem that i got also through went down back to zero... yeah... well... truth hurts... but from a close friend... hmmm...

at first i was somehow filled with mixed emotions, i dont know if im gonna be mad or if im gonna be sad... but somehow out of nowhere, i saw the devotional and read through it... there... i found some encouragement... if you're with God, nothing's gonna be impossible... so i just took it as a challenge...

i wont quit until i can make it... i gave my word... and you can rely on that alone...

maybe i interpreted it the wrong way... yeah... txt nga naman... basta... i have nothing against the person involved...

ugly

People are all the same and we only get judged by what we do... personality reflects name and if i'm ugly then so are you... Everybody talks bad about somebody else and never realises how it affects somebody else and you bet it won't be forgotten envy is the only thing it could be...

well... actually... this one's a song by sugababes... at first i wasn't able to appreciate it much coz im focusing on the artist but when a close friend used it for an mtv... well... i realised the message that it conveys... simple yet so true... try listening to it...

spidey and nothing but spidey

yeah... there it was... the third movie of the famous comic book hero spiderman...

didn't expect that my dad was gonna take us to the movie house... coolness!

from the very beginning of the movie... it really started to cath my attention coz of the credits... somehow it gave us (the audience) a flashback to what came before the third installment of the movie... hu! and that is one good idea of getting people's attention.

the story started when peter parker(spiderman) was being consumed of the fame that the superhero in him was getting.. NY was really in love with spidey... at first he was managing it well but there came the thing from the meteorite(symbiote) that fell to earth and when problems came to him, it changed peter... it gave him more strength and amplified his emotions, specifically 'hate and vengeance'...

wahahah... it really gave the film a twist... i was starting to hate spidey and liking the character of his bestfriend(harry/new goblin) who was currently suffering from short term memory loss... more characters came... flint marco (sandman) and eddie brock(venom)... yeah... it gave the movie a blast!

in the end... of course... spidey is still good, venom died, sandman somehow became good... well actually he was good but he was driven by the needs of his daughter... and the thing that i hate most is when harry died... he was'nt given too much exposure on the good side... and wow! it made me teary eyed!

well this was one heck of a movie and i love it! im gonna get it on original dvd! wahahah!

one more thing... i learned from it... i'll just post it next time... im just gonna review it a bit...